Eighteen Kisses Read online

  He handed me the blue folder.

  ‘This is her file,’ he said. ‘If anybody asks, I never gave you this, you don’t have it.’

  CONFIDENTIAL was stamped across the front. I opened it up. Inside was the photograph he’d given me, lots of photocopied sheets of paper filled with handwriting, and other assorted cuttings. A Polaroid photo fell out of the pile and I picked it up. It was a picture of Kayla and another girl with short blonde hair. Kayla was blowing up a big pink balloon and the other girl was holding it and laughing. I could see something written on the back. I turned it round, and printed in black lettering was the following:

  Kayla Edwards invites you to her 18th Birthday Party

  This Thursday.

  Location: Her House! 25 Sycamore Rd, Dublin 6.

  Time: 8 p.m. till late.

  ‘She went missing two years ago,’ said Matt. ‘On the night of her eighteenth birthday party. She left the house at twelve thirty a.m. and went to the shop with two of her friends. On their way back to the party her friends decided to go home, and they parted company with Kayla at the top of her road at approximately twelve fifty a.m. There’s been no trace of her since.’

  I vaguely remembered hearing about it on the news. She didn’t live too far from our old house. I remembered thinking it was terrible, but then the media coverage died down and I’d forgotten about it just as quickly.

  ‘Did they find anything?’ I asked. ‘Like her clothes, her bag?’

  ‘No. Nothing.’

  Great. I had a feeling this wasn’t going to be easy.

  Matt opened up the laptop and a little ping sounded as he switched it on. I looked at the invitation again.

  A few minutes later he turned the laptop round so that it faced me. There were people on the screen – a video was playing. I soon realized I was watching footage from Kayla’s party. Laughter and applause and giggles and screams blasted from the tiny speakers. I could see Kayla sitting on a stool. She pushed her red hair behind her ear and fixed a strap of her polka-dot dress. It looked like they were in a marquee; ‘I Kissed a Girl’ was playing in the background. Kayla laughed as a guy kissed her on the cheek, then another guy, then a kiss on the lips from a girl, then one from a guy, a kiss on the cheek from another girl. A line formed in front of her and others gathered round in a semicircle, laughing and clapping and cheering until the eighteenth birthday kiss was planted on her cheek. I felt kind of nauseous watching it. The happy smiles, the carefree chatter, the ignorance of what lay ahead was almost unbearable. A few hours after this film was taken she was probably dead. I had to force myself to keep watching.

  As each second passed, I realized how much this group of friends looked like my own. Just a regular group of teenagers, celebrating one of their friends’ birthdays, with no clue as to the tragedy that was about to happen. This was all too real. In the picture she looked real, sure, but that was just a snapshot, a snippet of a person. And in the dream she was something else – unearthly and untouchable. But here she was just like me, laughing and shouting and dancing. I watched the seconds ticking down, my stomach churning as I saw her get off the chair and dance across the floor. I let out a sigh of relief when the video stopped. I stared at the final frame, her face frozen in a huge smile.

  ‘Did I have to watch that?’ I said, handing the laptop back.

  ‘Yes,’ said Matt. ‘And you might want to watch it again.’

  ‘Why?’ I asked.

  ‘Because I strongly suspect that her killer is in this video.’

  I stared at him in disbelief, but I knew from the look on his face that he was completely serious.

  He handed me a list with eighteen names on it. Several of the names had been crossed out.

  ‘These are all the people that appear in the video,’ he said. ‘Twelve guys, six girls. Some left the party before she went missing, ten have solid alibis. But you should talk to the other eight, see what you can get.’

  I was finding this difficult to process. He thought she’d been murdered by somebody she knew? Somebody she trusted?

  ‘You really think one of her friends could be involved?’ I said. I couldn’t believe it.

  ‘In this case I don’t think we’re dealing with an outsider,’ said Matt. ‘Right from the beginning I suspected we weren’t being told the full story. I’ve talked to all eighteen of them myself, and things just don’t add up. That’s why I tracked you down, Jacki. I’d come across people with psychic powers before – they’d approached our team and offered to help, though most of their theories were ridiculous and we’d never seen any real results. But when I heard about the Beth Cullen case, how you’d helped solve a twenty-five-year-old murder, I knew I had to find you. Nobody ever thought that case would be solved, just like nobody thinks we’ll ever solve this one.’

  He rubbed his forehead, all of a sudden seeming quite tired. ‘Plus, Jacki, I think an independent voice on this case is what we need. Someone otherwise unconnected. I need someone I can trust.’

  He was putting a lot of faith in me; I hoped I wasn’t going to let him down. He carried on in his serious tone.

  ‘I think you should meet the remaining eight party guests. This is the perfect time, as they are all in town. You should come up to Dublin next week if possible.’

  ‘I have school though,’ I said. There were only a few weeks more of transition year… less than a month left until the holidays, but there was no way Mum would allow me to miss any days.

  ‘Don’t worry,’ he said. ‘I’ll sort something out.’

  I didn’t argue. The idea of getting time off school was really appealing, and something about his tone of voice made me believe that he really could arrange it.

  I looked down at the list. Eighteen names. Eight suspects. I felt a rush of excitement – I was going to do this.

  I drank the last of my hot chocolate and stood up to leave. ‘How did you know I like hot chocolate?’ I asked.

  ‘Same way I knew you were playing a gig in Whelan’s last night,’ he said.

  ‘Garda Intelligence?’ I whispered.

  ‘The Internet.’

  I laughed. For the briefest moment, a smile flashed across his otherwise serious face, but then it was gone. ‘I’ll talk to you soon,’ he said.

  I stepped out into the street, where twice as many people were milling about now. My bag was heavy with the weight of the file. I folded the list and put it in there too, then made my way towards Grafton Street. I planned to go back to Hannah’s, hang with her for a little while, then get the bus to Avarna. I was glad that I’d met up with Matt Lawlor. I wasn’t nervous any more; there wasn’t room for nerves. I had to stay focused. I had a case to solve.

  Chapter 3

  ‘How attached are you to your second kidney?’ asked Colin. He was sprawled across my bed, on my laptop, as I sat on the floor finishing off a new song.

  ‘Very attached,’ I said, between strums.

  Colin had come over to my house as soon as I got back from Dublin. I’d had an idea for a new song during the three-hour bus ride, and wanted to get the melody down before I forgot it. Colin was used to me randomly working on music and scribbling lyrics, so he didn’t mind that I wasn’t giving him my full attention. Besides, he was busy scheming. I’d told him it was pointless, but he wouldn’t listen.

  ‘It says here that you can get five thousand dollars for one on the black market.’

  I rolled my eyes.

  ‘Jacki, you’re going to have to be a bit more flexible,’ he said. ‘Desperate times and all that.’

  ‘Let’s face it,’ I sighed. ‘I’m not going to New York.’

  ‘I’m maid of honour,’ said Colin, so seriously that I had to force myself not to giggle. ‘It’s my job to make sure all of Lydia’s favourite people are there.’

  ‘Well then, tell her to get married in Avarna!’ I said, playing louder.

  Lydia and I had become pretty good friends over the past year. She’s a designer and owns a shop that sel
ls clothes and accessories in the village, so we share a love of fashion. Colin had introduced us. Even though she is technically Colin’s aunt, I guess they’re more like friends too, hence he got the job of chief bridesmaid. Lydia had met her American piano-player fiancé, Seth, when he came into her shop last year. He was touring Ireland with his band and wanted to buy something to take home to his mum. They got talking about the Josh Ritter CD Lydia was playing on her stereo, and he’d left the shop with a turquoise suede clutch bag and Lydia’s phone number. Six months later there was a wedding invitation in my mailbox. Ever since they’d met, I’d noticed a change in her – it was like she’d learned to trust again. Most people in the village thought the entire thing was very sudden and a little bit crazy, but I thought it was wonderfully romantic. Like Seth had said – when you find someone as awesome as Lydia, you don’t wait around. They were getting married in New York, as Seth was from Brooklyn. I was so happy for her. Happy she’d found someone she loved so much. And also happy that she was moving to New York, a place she’d always wanted to go. I wanted to go there too, and hopefully I would some day. But not this summer.

  I was disappointed that I was going to miss Lydia’s big day, but there was one advantage to staying at home – I’d get to spend lots of time with Nick. He’d been practising a lot with his band lately so I hadn’t seen him that much. Sometimes I went to watch them practise, like the other guys’ girlfriends, but I never felt comfortable sitting on the spare amps in Chris’s garage, smiling and nodding along to the music. I found it very hard to stay in a room full of guitars without playing one. The whole thing seemed a bit pointless anyway; I didn’t get how the other girls could do it. I usually ended up bailing after fifteen minutes and going over to Emily’s. When the summer came, I’d be able to see way more of Nick, out of the practice room.

  ‘Sing your song for me!’ said Colin as I hummed quietly. He sat up and smiled at me expectantly.

  ‘OK,’ I said. ‘It’s not finished though.’ I’d been excited about the song at first, but now I wasn’t so sure if I was happy with it.

  ‘Doesn’t matter,’ said Colin. ‘Sing it anyway.’

  I took a breath and sang softly.

  You said I was your angel,

  A treasure in the dark.

  I thought I was your everything

  And that I’d made my mark.

  You took my heart and crushed it,

  This torture can’t be true.

  Still, when I think of happiness -

  I only think of you.

  A tiny part of what we had

  In everything I see.

  It hurts to see you with her,

  With anyone but me.

  I thought I was your angel,

  A treasure in the dark.

  I’d kill to be your everything

  Can’t stand to be apart.

  I’m sure that it was love,

  I couldn’t stop the fall.

  Pretty lies and empty words,

  Now I’m nothing at all.

  ‘Cheery,’ said Colin.

  I gave him a fake glare.

  ‘It’s fabulous, Jacki!’ he laughed. ‘Just like everything you sing.’ A mischievous look crossed his face. ‘Can I sing you something?’ he asked.

  ‘Go ahead,’ I said curiously.

  Colin launched into ‘New York, New York’, jumping up on the bed and using my hair straightener as a microphone.

  This time I actually glared at him.

  ‘It’s NEW YORK,’ said Colin. ‘You HAVE to go.’

  ‘The wedding’s in five weeks,’ I said. ‘It’s not gonna happen.’

  I was thrilled for Lydia, but I kind of wished Colin would talk about something else for five seconds.

  ‘There has to be a way,’ he said. ‘We’ll find a way. I know it, I’d bet my life on it.’

  There was no way I was going to New York. I’d love to go, of course, but I couldn’t afford it. I didn’t want to ask Mum for a loan because the baby was arriving in five months and she was always talking about how much babies cost. We’d already spent so much on the renovation of the cottage. It was worth it though; it looked beautiful and my room was just perfect – I loved the purple walls, the polished wooden floor and the multicoloured chandelier. Whatever money we had left over had been used to turn one of the spare rooms into a nursery, which was all set for the baby’s arrival in October. It wouldn’t be fair to ask Mum to pay for my flight to New York too. But ever since Lydia had sent out the invitations Colin had been trying to come up with a way to get me a ticket. Most of his ideas were either very improbable or very illegal.

  ‘I think you’re just going to have to accept it,’ I said. ‘I’m not going.’

  ‘Well, that’s not very optimistic now, is it?’

  I knew Colin meant well, but his determination was also just a constant reminder that I wasn’t going to be at the wedding.

  I heard his phone beep. I looked up two seconds later to find it shoved right up to my face. ‘Oh my god,’ he said. ‘Oh. My. God.’

  ‘What?’ I asked.

  ‘He texted me. He TEXTED ME!’ Colin started hyperventilating and I read the screen.

  Hey, Colin, it’s James. What’s up? Was just wondering if you wanted to hang out this Friday night?

  I smiled.

  James worked in an art gallery in Sligo. He was seventeen, very cute and Colin had been crazy about him for the past six months.

  ‘This is brilliant!’ I said. ‘What are you going to say?’

  ‘I don’t know.’ He sat down beside me on the floor.

  ‘This is so exciting!’ I said, bouncing up and down on the spot.

  ‘I know.’ Colin was smiling, but I could sense that he was a bit nervous.

  ‘Reply!’ I said, prodding him on the shoulder.

  ‘Not yet,’ he said. ‘I don’t want to seem too keen. I figure I should wait at least half an hour.’

  ‘Then it might seem like you’re over-thinking your reply though,’ I said, resting my guitar against the bookshelves.

  ‘Oh my god, you’re right,’ said Colin, his eyes widening. ‘What should I say?’

  ‘I dunno, er… yes?’

  He suddenly looked concerned. ‘What if he means hang out just as friends? What if he doesn’t actually like me? What if I’ve made the whole thing up?’

  ‘Colin, I had to look at art I didn’t understand for an entire hour last Saturday because he wouldn’t stop talking to you.’

  ‘Yeah, you’re right,’ he said, taking a deep breath.

  James seemed lovely. I had high hopes for him and Colin. It would be great if they went out – Colin deserved a nice boyfriend, and lately he was always complaining about the fact that he’d never had one. James has curly blond hair and is a little bit taller than Colin. I thought they would make the cutest couple.

  ‘What should I say?’ asked Colin. ‘What says I like you, but not a scary amount?’

  I considered this carefully. ‘Hey, James, I’m great, how are you? Yeah, sure, that sounds fun… smiley face.’

  ‘You’re a genius, Jacki King,’ he said, his thumbs quickly tapping across the phone’s screen.

  ‘I try,’ I said with a laugh. ‘This is so exciting!’

  ‘I can’t believe I met someone as awesome as James,’ he sighed. ‘Isn’t it funny how you can just end up in the right place at the right time?’

  ‘Colin, you stalked him for six months. You made me visit that Matisse exhibition four times just so you could look at him!’

  ‘Whatever. It worked, didn’t it?’ he said and then turned his attention to the phone.

  I watched as he reread his text a couple of times before sending it. I considered telling him about Kayla Edwards and the case I was now working on, but I didn’t want to wreck his fun. He’d only start to worry. I’d tell him tomorrow – I’d have to. He was my self-appointed sidekick, after all, and he’d been such a support to me last year, when even I didn’t believe what was
happening to me. I’d also have to tell Mum. They both knew that I’d met Detective Sergeant Lawlor when he’d first asked me to help the police, but they didn’t know that I’d heard from him again – or that I had met him that morning in Dublin as well.

  ‘I better go,’ said Colin, after he’d pressed Send.

  ‘OK,’ I said, jumping up to hug him. ‘Text me if he texts you.’

  ‘I will,’ he said. ‘Sweet dreams.’

  I grimaced. I knew I wouldn’t be dreaming anything sweet for quite a while.

  The next morning I found myself standing outside Miss Jennings’s office. I had no idea why I was there. I assumed I must be in some kind of trouble – that’s usually why people were summoned over the intercom to the principal’s office. I frantically got rid of any ‘customizations’ I’d made to my uniform. I rolled down the sleeves of my blazer, then took the Thin Lizzy badges off my lapels and stuffed them into my pocket. My skirt was at least five centimetres shorter than the required length, but there wasn’t much I could do about that now. I pulled up my knee socks, trying to minimize the amount of flesh that was showing. Miss Jennings was equal parts pleasant and terrifying. I suppose you had to be if you were in charge of 500 teenage girls. I tried to figure out what I could have done lately that would land me here. I couldn’t really think of anything though. It was especially difficult to get into trouble in transition year – it was pretty laid back and we didn’t have exams. Maybe it was because I’d been a few minutes late to music class this morning. Or because I wore too much eyeliner. Or because I’d signed Emily’s petition protesting about the ratio of male to female authors stocked in the school library. Whatever it was, I hoped my punishment wouldn’t be too severe. I was supposed to be meeting Nick after school, so I really hoped I’d be able to talk my way out of detention.

  I listened closely, trying to catch what was happening on the other side of the door with whichever unfortunate person was in there before me. I couldn’t really hear properly, only catching snippets of the conversation – ‘self-destructive behaviour’, ‘I promise it won’t happen again’, and so on. I distracted myself from the agony of waiting by looking at the photographs on the wall, some of which I featured in. There was a picture of me on the hockey team and in the cast of Grease. The musical had been so much fun – the whole of transition year had been really. I couldn’t believe it was nearly over; we had less than a month left.